I wonder if it is truly possible to let go of your past...or is the past able to let go of you? Yesterday I had a conversation with a friend only to notice that an evil from my past has returned. I don't hate people, not my type. But this particular " animal" I hate. I don't understand how some people have the guts to return in some people's life if they clearly and in a nice way have been rejected! I just feel like yelling:" Hello get the F&*% out of our life's! But I cant and I wont. I will be the bigger person. I just don't know how much I can take before I truly explode...because one day I will, and it wont be a pretty day...
So my good friend Hannah is coming down tomorrow till Wednesday. I have a dilemma because i do work at school at 10 and she arrives in Manhattan at 7 am! I wanted to pick her up bring her to the apartment so she can rest and then come to work. But today I realized that in order for me to get to the bus terminal in Manhattan on time ill have to be up at 5:30am! and then run around like a chicken without head till 10! That is if I make it to work on time! I think ill make her come to Queens and then leave.
Today is a cooler day! Finally we can somewhat breath. To be honest I don't mid the hot weather at all. As long as I have air conditioning at school, at work, and at home. Feels like we are in Miami! Loving it! :)
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