Monday, January 11, 2010

Not enough time...

Grrrr! I'm mad at myself...here I am once again trying to do things last minute...I never learn!When it comes down to school work I am a perfectionist and so i need more time. But I always leave everything to the last second...some things will never change
Today I was thinking a lot about my destiny. Does it ever happen to you that you question your existence here on earth or simply your past present and future? I caught myself daydreaming about the future that i want for myself and I sure do hope that my cards are played right and the stars will align in my favor. I am someone who encourages others enormously, gives them hope joy and all....sometimes I find myself needing that too and not receiving it. I guess that's what's made me stronger. Also the fact that there are a lot of people that believe in me and that i really don't want to disappoint. So i have to believe in myself ...after all if I don't who will ?

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