I thought yesterday was over...

OH! i need to do yoga! i need to go to the gym! I need to do stuff...i feel like I am going insane. Maybe I am homesick and i ma mounting too much pressure for myself. Like somewhat once said to me, it is easy to get an A, but its hard to maintain it!

Today i am going to see my sister once again.. I am happy, I have fun with her and the girls, its fun to be around people. I mean yes I will still do my work, but its different in a good way. And next week my best friend is coming to town Friday so I was planing on finishing everything and hanging out with her and my sister too. It will be a great weekend. Also My friend from Springfield is coming as well. It sure will be the girls weekend! :) some change from my usual!

I miss my friends and my mom and the people dear to my heart....I want to go on vacation. Yes! I will go with my father and sister...why not Miami is right next door! lol

alright...off to Brooklyn

Bad day Gone worst...

Today is not my day. In fact I cannot wait for this damn day to be over. When something doesn't work out i tend to dust it off and try again...and I did again again, again again again and again....I'm starting to give up. Fed up I really am. Some people just think they are sitting in a cabin and have some higher power over you...OH! Today is a day that I wish i were back home in my mom's arms crying to her all my stress...right there in front of the fire place...ahhhhh I'm having a terrible day. Am I expecting the unacceptable form myself?? I don't know...i don't think so...I have to let certain things go in order to move further on.

Ne ways, looking forward to class to get my mind off things ...

Song that is calming me down right this moment:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wTSBtmoqwFM

Simply BEAUTIFUL!

Snow snow snow...

I woke up this morning and looked outside! SNOW!! Wow i thought I would never see snow here in NYC! I think I talked too fast when I said there was no wonder here...My excitement didn't last long, because by the time I was outside the snow had melted.

This weekend I will try to go to Bryant park since there is wireless Internet outside! A nice little experience. In two weeks time Ill be heading home for a short visit. I really can't wait. Till then i have soooo much work to do in order not to miss any school material and be on top of things...

Good news...

After monday night's short sleep, I was able to sleep well last night. I was extremely tired during the day. Funny how sleep affects our day....Today I woke up, and came right to school to work. Only real place that pushes me to work!

Yesterday my best friend from Montreal called me saying that she will have a race in NYC! I ma so excited for her. She is a long distance track and field runner. I will get to see her race and see her. I think I'll bring my sister and friends along with banners to encourage her. I wish my friends would come down more often to visit. I miss them. Some days I am more homesick than others....its just normal i guess...

Yesterday I had some of the food that my mom sent. It was delicious!! I miss my mom's cooking ...mmmmmmmmmmm

Global warming...

Is it the end?? lol yesterday that thought sure did pass through my head.... Subway stations were submerged with water...so wet, and humid. Don't like rainy days. I'd rather snow. I Think this year winter skipped New York city. Not that i am complaining....

This year, there is a huge music festival in Miami, in March. I really wish i could go. All the biggest names will be present. Musical heaven!Then in April in England Trance Energy is going down. Now that would be awesome to attend. I could go visit my aunt and cousins there...i miss them. Last i visited family was in Australia. It was a great connection. There I was in a different continent, with total strangers, who within minutes became family. Strange but great connections we had. It was sooooooooooooooo much fun. Australia is truly beautiful. And what stuck in my head was my uncles house. It was always packed with my cousins, friends and such. Different from my 4 member family here! lol

Back to class...

Rain Rain Rain.....

What a morning! It is pouring rain! Ive never seen it this bad here in New York. I guess the wind is not making it better. I am still at my sister's house working. I was suppose to go to school but I am waiting for this rain to calm down, because i do not have an umbrella and am wearing fur boots!

This morning one of my sister's roommate realised that her passport got delivered next door and was signed! can you imagine someone else signing for your passport....to make the story short, her passport was lost for hours, chaos and panick was settling in the house. I even had goosebumps. The person who signed realised it wasn't his and so returned it to UPS. But UPS claimed they didn't have it ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! I had to calm down the girls...but internally I was freaking out....After a many calls, yelling, heart attacks everything ended well, the passport was back where it belonged!

This just makes me think...nothing is secure, especially not your passport in the mail....

Let me dress up as rain friendly as I can and try to head to school...

song of the day:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BOsV7dN1t3s

An another week begins...

So this weekend, my sisters friends came down from Montreal for her bday. I was excited to see my sister that i haven't seen in ages. But little did I know. She was a stress ball lol... Her apartment was a mini jungle. For me it was a change from my normal lonely scenery but realized i wasn't missing the drama rama at all!Every single person got sick including me! The apartment seamed unheated!! brrrrrrrrrrrr it was a cold night....

Non the less was really nice. Today I am back to normal routine.

I will probably go to Starbucks and study as usual.

My sister's Day...

Well today we are January 22Nd and it is my not so little's sister's birthday. Wow I can't believe she is turning 20 already. It is crazy how times flies. She has a few friends from back home here in NYC. We might do a little something tomorrow. She told me her apartment is too crowed so i guess ill spend the day with her tomorrow...

So today, my friend told me this amazing thing. A few month ago I discovered this beautiful library near Bryant park. It is absolutely spectacular. Now my friend told me there is an exterior heated coffee place in Bryant park. How amazing! It is equipped with heating lamps and all. And there is even a bond fire and a skating ring! How perfect. I'm going to pass by there one of these days....

Bad hair day....

Today I woke up early, but went back to bed and had the strangest dream. I don't remember it all but I know I woke up confused and feeling weird. Today I came to study in Austin. Cute little neighbourhood. I discovered this little hip study place. There is practically no one here and there is free Internet. Its a change from my Starbucks!

I also went to check out hair salons (3 total) to get an estimate on haircuts. I found one that has a special on Mondays. I'm booking as soon as i can. I badly badly need a haircut. Yes I did try to cut bangs in the past..hahahha and now it looks funny. Ne ways I am due, I haven't cut my hair in 6 months.

I think this weekend I'm going to go watch a movie with my father. I'll make him watch Avatar. He doesn't like movies that much, but maybe this one will impress him somewhat!!

Copycat....

My back is hurting today...I hope it'll pass. Earlier i came to Starbucks and there was not one seat available. I looked around and there were people that were reading chatting on the phone , but who weren't costumers....grrrr so i waited and waited until i got a free spot. Yet no charger for my laptop. I'm not going to stay long today..I am hungry.

Yesterday I was doing my weekly posting. I like to post first because I get the advantage to answer other and look smart lol. So last night i was the first to post in my math class. That particular post took me an hour, because we had to make graphs and such....Later on during the night i see this guy who literally COPY PAST my WHOLE work. Not a coma was placed differently!! I was outraged...and my graphs too!! NOOOOOO! so i replied to him " excellent post XYZ, how about you post your OWN next time!" I hope it wasn't rude, but I don't know on what planet this person was. I mean do you think the teacher wont see it?? wow! Anyways just goes to show anyone can go to college...lol

My own fairy tail...

So today is the day! 2 years and counting, that i met my prince...well he was a frog before that ;)

What a difference between today and yesterday's weather. I walked 10 minutes from my house to sit in a coffee and i got there drenched! completely... After being showered by cars passing by me i was in a not so good mood and wet. I don't know if you ever wore jeans that are completely wet. Not a good thing at allllllllllllllll! I am sitting here so uncomfortable knowing clearly that tomorrow i am going to have the sniffles. Not only that but there is water dripping from the big windows into my coffee and on my laptop...Annoying!! I am cold....

But today is a great day... Relationships are not easy at all, they test your every inch of good, bad and ugly. It tests your patients, your kindness your understanding and your Love....
But I think as a Libra I wouldn't be happy or as happy if I wasn't in a relationship...it is nice to share with someone that you love... ahhhhh This year has tested our love even more ...long distance isn't easy but doable...it has made both of us realise a lot....

I am Cinderella today....the last part of the story.... :)

The sun is shining, the weather is sweet...

The weather here in NYC keeps getting better and better! Today I was wearing my spring jacket with a scarf and gloves. As I was walking ti the Starbucks down my street, I was slowly taking everything off ...and all I was left with was my jacket. Its spring here! lol I can almost go outside and tan..I'm loving it. No wonder I am all smiles today...

So yesterday, I missed a great party in Mtl. Sean Tyas was playing...Too bad, at least he will be in town soon, and he told my bf that he might need me to play violin on one of his tracks! How awesome would that be! I mean I would be like a mini celebrity..lol In all seriousness, I would love it! It would push me to practice again on a daily basis...

Long day...

This morning when I woke up I never imagined my day to turn up the way it did. Useless, completely useless...I was sent to a place to do a card I need, and they sent me another place completely across town, so all day I was stuck in the subway. That wouldn't be so bad if it was outside, but I had to take the E train who has all its trajectory inside!! No reception, nothing!

In the end I wasn't able to get was i needed ...such a waste of a day. Now i am here in the school library behind in my work and in an extremely bad mood...

Wtv, things can be worst, I shouldn't complain, we shouldn't complain. I was thinking about how lucky we all are to live in this country where natural disasters don't happen..My heart goes out to the people of Haiti....

Off to study

There is One rule....

I am soooooooo excited! For no reason really...I just am. Maybe the thought of Armin Van Buuren coming to town in less than 2 months is making me hyper. lol

Ne ways on another not, I am missing the great performance of Sean Tyas in Montreal tomorrow! God I wish I was a millionaire, had a private plane and pilot. I would fly all over weekly.

Earlier today I went to my favorite little sushi place with a friend of mine. The sushi rolls of 12 are only 5$ and are AMAZING!! Plus they have this low fat frozen yogurt...delicious! mmmm

Today is one of those days where i have nothing to write about. Well actually that isn't true. I do have plenty to write about but knowing this can be read by anyone at anytime, I'd rather keep things to myself...

Back to work now...

What if...

What an exceptionally beautiful day today! Wow. Feels like a spring day here in NYC. I'm loving it. I went for a little walk earlier today. I find myself walking a lot these days... Today, I was thinking (surprising to some i know lol), thinking of why people act or do certain things. It is crazy how some people act sometimes....and how they don't care. I wish I could be a woman that doesn't accord importance to what others think, or to how society judges me...but I do...maybe too much.

Yesterday morning at around 7:30 pm, this lady squeezes herself between two man on the train. The place was tight enough as it is, and people were uncomfortable. What does she decides to do ...open a bag with a smiley face, takes out a bowl of HOT SOUP! OMG! everyone was looking at her...at 7 am, eating this beef, pasta strong smelling soup in an extremely confined space. She proceeds to take out her shop sticks and dig into her soup....not calmly....but with sounds of sipping and all....hahhaa! I was in shock...then after staring at her for a few minutes, I was inspired, inspired not to care about what other think...She never took her eyes off her soup.Not for a nanosecond...She was careless, fearless...hungry

Song of the day:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J5pG_B22plg

Not enough time...

Grrrr! I'm mad at myself...here I am once again trying to do things last minute...I never learn!When it comes down to school work I am a perfectionist and so i need more time. But I always leave everything to the last second...some things will never change

Today I was thinking a lot about my destiny. Does it ever happen to you that you question your existence here on earth or simply your past present and future? I caught myself daydreaming about the future that i want for myself and I sure do hope that my cards are played right and the stars will align in my favor. I am someone who encourages others enormously, gives them hope joy and all....sometimes I find myself needing that too and not receiving it. I guess that's what's made me stronger. Also the fact that there are a lot of people that believe in me and that i really don't want to disappoint. So i have to believe in myself ...after all if I don't who will ?

Feel the Rythm in your Soul...

La la la lalallaa....I woke up late today. Had a long night. I decided to be artistic and took on a nice project for my other half, considering our anniversary is in a week. Wow, was it a long night...I stayed up till 3 am, writing poetry, quotes, looking through over 100 pictures!This morning i looked at my work of art and I am so proud of myself...this will be a gift that will never age, a priceless gift! Ive been listening to music all day. Music is what keeps me sane. Do you ever listen to a song and are convinced that the artist know you and the song is about you! well today all the songs are about me! Good, bad, sad, happy...Songs inspire you, make you go to places you never thought you could go or even remember....I really want to join an Orchestra here in NYC. I miss playing violin..I really do...It'll be my next project. Yes! lalalala lalalaaaaaaaaa

I am currently at Starbucks and wondering what will I eat tonight. I am getting hungry. Maybe lentil soup or pasta again.

let me get back to work...and some music ;)

song of the day:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pSTYgeor9k8&feature=quicklist

Sleepless night...

It was one pm when i woke up this morning. Great!Half my day is over. I couldn't sleep last night...Insomnia has been trying to enter my life since last session. Who knows maybe it was the diet coke I drank before I tried to go to bed. Ne how, last night was a disaster, I was left alone in a dark room with my thoughts till four in the morning. And it is funny, once you've analysed a good thought over ten times it can't help but turn into a bad one. Ha! this explains the nightmares I had. I've always been fascinated by how the brain works...it is truly phenomenal and complex.

Today I am planing on doing some school work and maybe head out into town to break this loneliness spell of mine....

I should look into what artist is coming to town! I remember last year was a great year for Trance lovers. Armin Van Burren was here twice, Deadmaus, Tiesto just to name a few. I know Armin will be back here in April. I am really excited to see him again. Here is another artist that I was able to meet and hear last November: Simon Patterson

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zhNWmezU9z8

And we begin again...

It is the first week of school, and I'm already feeling the pressure. I always try to be ahead of things, but i feel like everything this first week has brought is a bit overwhelming. I need to get back into a routine. I feel like I am a boring person, but a routine really helps me complete assignments on time, and have my life organised!
After being in NYC for a bit over 4 months I finally joined a gym. I am psyched! finally will be going back to my healthy ways...slowly New York city is becoming somewhat of a home...

I really wish vacation would of lasted a week longer. Why is it that when we have fun time flies and when we are living the normal life every minute seams like a year!! Don't you wish you could freeze time at times and fast forward it in others?

I had such a memorable Christmas back home in Montreal...full of snow and great food, amazing people and family...too bad we don't get more breaks than what we do. And now i am back to serious work, leaving friends, family and loved ones behind....not easy i tell you...but it's all for the best!