This morning, i woke up in a sweat. Having left the conversation with my boyfriend on a horrible topic, no wonder i had a nightmare. At least it wasn't the real world...thank the Lord. I find myself to be very edgy these days. Everything and anything irritates me. Perhaps it is because i am out of my element? Only time will tell...The day started off bad. The alarm rang way too early...and i was and still am in a weird mood. I feel like i need to find something to loose myself in, to take the edge, the stress away everyday. It seems that the stress keep piling and piling up and I'm releasing it on the wrong people. Last night what was great was my good friend calling from Montreal. We talked for over 30 minutes. I found it therapeutic. Friends are definitely a very important element in my life. these days i even find myself questioning who my real friends are, who are the people that would go out of their way, out of their comfort zone, to help me or make me feel comfortable. I do it to others. Maybe even too much. I tend to help the people i love without boundaries...its just the way i am, but i guess it would be nice to have these actions reciprocated.
5 minutes just past, i was daydreaming, happens a lot these days...
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